IVF Wasn’t The Quick Fix Solution I Thought It Would Be

When we started trying for another baby and when we realised that things weren’t working as we’d hoped, for some reason I always had it in my mind that we would try IVF, but I’m not really sure where this thought materialised from or how it came about. Perhaps because I know a lot of people who have had it and it’s worked, perhaps because I follow lots of people on Social Media who have been through it. Maybe that’s the reason it was already implanted in my mind. Definitely one of the reasons I know for sure that made me consider it was my age – there is something akin to doom when you are a woman nudging 40 in the fertility world, think flashing klaxons going off, warning of your ovaries about to shut down. Ultimately however if I am honest, I think I thought IVF was the answer to our problems. I thought it was going to be the easy route to getting what we wanted.

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Royal College of Obstetricians & Gynaecologists’ Fertility Forum

When my husband and I decided to opt for the IVF route, we knew we wanted a go for a clinic that wasn’t too far from where we lived, which narrowed things down for us. From the five I chose, each website had the previous years results which again helped in our decision making, so for us choosing a clinic was easy. What I did find confusing however, was the jargon and terminology used throughout the process and the varying opinions on different types of treatments (yes, reading online internet forums does NOT help with this sort of thing) When I asked a nurse at my clinic about a certain style of treatment she shot me down, citing that the consultants didn’t believe in it. This was fine as that was (and is) their stance however, I wasn’t pointed in any direction which could have helped clear things up for me.

As we have now veered away from IVF, looking into an alternative type of treatment I have essentially had to go on a gut feeling and recommendations, because everything I have read online is fairly contradictory it’s safe to say. A frustrating journey at times, during an already stressful and frustrating journey! And it seems I’m not the only one to feel confused by the fertility world. The Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists (RCOG) got in touch with me to share some recent findings and to talk about the first ever Fertility Forum that they were hosting. New data released by the RCOG highlights widespread concern and worry UK women are feeling in the face of conflicting fertility information. Infographic contradictory - instagram Continue reading

Infertility – 6 Things I Wish I’d Known

Every now and then there are Social Media campaigns run in the world that is Instagram, that I like to join in with. I don’t tend to get involved or have the time for these things (too busy pretending to be busy) but two that were run before Christmas, miscarriage awareness week and fertility week, I felt I had something to contribute towards. The idea of campaigns like these is that you share a post talking about the fertility problems you are going through or have experienced and you use the relevant hashtag so people can look through all the linked posts. The overall outcome being that hopefully in sharing, it will join people together and make others feel less alone. After taking part I had a look through all the posts and read many honest and open stories. Stories from women who are desperate for a child, who have various problems that prevent them from having one naturally and whose only option is assisted help. After reading I had a bit of a lightbulb moment (well for me it’s more like someone slowly turning a switch on and off, repeatedly, for a long time) I realised that in hindsight we bowled headlong into IVF when we didn’t need to. There is nothing wrong with my husband or I per se – well, nothing that has flagged up on any kind of test. We easily conceived our first child we just frustratingly can’t conceive a second, we have unexplained secondary infertility. My point being that I realised we didn’t have to have IVF – we chose to have it. Now that I know what a stress and strain IVF is, I think (we both think) we should have waited before going down that route. There were perhaps other avenues we could have explored before IVF. Hindsight eh. Off the back of this lightbulb ping I was pondering about what I wish I could rewind the clock for and go back and tell myself. Here are six things that I wish had been on my radar four years ago.07 September 19-18-32 SHANNON

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Taking Back Control

Infertility has frustratingly defined how I have felt over the last three years. It’s something you can’t really control and that’s quite hard to accept. You can eat well, exercise, take supplements or medication if you have something specifically wrong with you but you can’t physically control whether or not you get pregnant, it’s down to science, it’s out of your hands and at times I’ve felt incredibly helpless about it all. Couple this with IVF stress and a miscarriage and it’s all been a bit much, but recently there has been a shift, something has happened and I feel like I’ve turned a bit of a corner. I feel like some of the old me has returned. I feel like I’ve taken back some control and it’s like a small weight has been lifted.

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Three Years Of Infertility

I had the opportunity recently to share my fertility story over on a site called My F Word. The host, Selina has been through several years of fertility problems, and has a section where others can share their tales on her site. There’s a real mix of lives in there, I urge you to go and have a read if you are experiencing similar issues. For me personally, for a while now I’ve been wanting to get the last few years written down, for my own benefit but also for any other women out there experiencing secondary infertility, to hopefully see that you are not alone. Here is my post.

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